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Name: Emily
Country: United States
State: Pennsylvania
Metro: Havertown
Birthday: 7/28/1990
Gender: Female
Interests: guitar....mother truckers
Expertise: curious hands,smooching, cuddling, flirting, kissing, stomachs, smiles, brown hair, green eyes, running mascara/eye liner, red, eye lashes, lips, soft skin, and laughter, clothing, spray paint, lip gloss, sweat, the scent of rain when the sun is shining and the rain is pouring like crazy, to be continued's, music, slim wrists, salty tears, runny noses, cheeks, eye brows, shoulders,colar bones, thighs, forehead kisses, finger-holds, flexibilty, sweat, sides-of-the-mouth kisses, sweat pants, hoodies, accents, languages, picks, numbers, cooking, heat, sex, sweat, movement, troofs, trust, honesty, reality, abuse, puckering up, ripped clothing, cotton, condensation, attention, smears, texting, shivering, pulling hair, sunny naps, chords, soft spots, hot spots, iBooks, nail polish, floss,
olive skin,
brown hair.
Occupation: Student
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AIM:  HotActorz4Mi
Member Since:
6/15/2005
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| youtube is a crutch.
i am always on it.
i am always waiting for new videos.
i am always talking about it.
and i am always thinking of new ideas for videos.
how did i become so addicted.
and how in the hell did i become bff's with a kid on there?
BLEGH. | | |
| so i'm sick
but it's okay
because i was featured on benloka's channel on youtube
he's so famous on there
so i'm pretty much ecstatic.
WATCHIT.
ricky and nikki came into my homeroom today
i was doing homework
they looked at furbies
and i looked at western civ homework.
i love saying their names together.
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| I really like this boy. He's cute and he talks to me. Allyson say's I'm in love. I don't think so. But what if I am? I think about him all the time and I get those fat-ass butterflies in my tummy whenever I do think about him. I don't want to think I am in love because if I am, then I've just put myself out there, and I don't really want to be there. I want to be able to hide in myself if something wrong happens.
Why do I torture myself with him. He's a flirt. But he's so goddamn amazing!
I am having a fake relationship with Dean. It's amazing.
Kevin White is hot and his type is Asian-American. Yay me, ftwz! | | |
| and somehow, i've learned to let it go. very quickly, but in the end, there really wasn't anything i could do to stop what was going on. so i guess i just immersed myself in all things that could distract me from all the shit that went down this week. i feel like i got fucked over though. I just wish that it didn't end up that way. at least I ended the week positively.
I'm getting a new guitar
I talked to the guy I like (and yeh, the chance is most definitely there)
No Lacrosse game on friday
but my great uncle's memorial service was today. and that was really sad. I could just hear the sadness in my mom's voice, and it was horrible. I heard the sadness in my grandma's voice on the phone, and in my mom's voice. It's heart breaking, but there's nothing any of us can do to bring Uncle Seb back.
"we'll cut our bodies free
from the tethers of this scene
start a brand new colony
where everything will change."
-Brand New Colony, The Postal Service
ps-the grammar in this entry was horrendous. | | |
| Maybe a year ago or so, I wrote on here the following:
"today i decided
that if i cant have it.
then neither should she.
but then again. that's just selfish."
I never thought that I would think this again. But God, 8 words can change your life in less than a minute. It sucks, because you think that you're over things, and then someone says those 8 little words and BAM you're spun out of control. And it doesn't even have to directly involve you to change you life. But when it does change your life, you question things that you thought about yesterday and things you never thought were gonna come true. Because they do, and it sucks so much that you can even begin to comprehend what's going on. I can't believe it. I don't want to believe it. But when things you think can't come true do come true, things become completely wrong. And, to quote and book quoting a poem, when you decided to "disturb the universe" you affect people and you tear relations.
I'll leave you with a quote from a song that holds so true right now.
"Your best friends are the worst liars"
-Encore Encore! by Backseat Goodbye.
Emily | | |
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